Little sleep, had to sleep alone, missing my fiance something fierce.
It's just an icky day...
Emotionally InvestedHe slowly fills me in on his life,Emotionally Invested by dallasgiraffe89
Telling me about his losses and confusion.
I long to ease his suffering.
Tears silently fall from my eyes
While he smokes a Marlbro.
He is blind to the here and now
As he shares his painful memories.
Briefly he sees my tears,
Tells me that he's not worth crying over.
He doesn't want to hurt anyone,
Drag them into his unsteady life.
He'd rather be alone,
For he knows that
If she were to say that she wanted to fix them,
He'd take her back in a heartbeat.
He'd welcome her once again into his open arms.
It leaves me torn and concerned,
Leaves me emotionally invested,
I can't tell him,
Because he won't approve,
Doesn't want me falling for him.
But it's a little too late.
I'm already emotionally invested.
You SaidYou say that you want me to move in with you,You Said by dallasgiraffe89
That you want me back in your life.
But you're the one who walked out of mine.
How can I believe what you say?
You said that you didn't mean to disappear,
Didn't mean to hurt me.
Yet you did it anyways.
Why would I trust what you've said?
You told me that you still love me,
But when I tell you the same thing,
You don't see how,
When not even five minutes earlier,
You told me
"You don't just stop loving someone."
How can I believe what you tell me,
When you don't believe it yourself?
For those of you who don't know me, my name is Dallas. I write poetry, and occasionally try my hand at a story that gets locked in my head. I also tend to mess around with my camera, and can get some rather interesting shots. Soon enough, there will be lots of pictures (probably multiple a day) of my son, Emmett, and my husband, Ethan. If there's anything you'd like to know about me, feel free to drop me a note, or leave a comment, and I'll get back to you as soon as I can |
Current Residence: my house
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XXL so I can wear it to bed. XD
Favourite genre of music: a lot
Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams
Favourite style of art: poetry and photography
Operating System: pc because I despise macs
MP3 player of choice: mine
Shell of choice: uhh...
Wallpaper of choice: colorful ones!
Skin of choice: the one I was born with
Favourite cartoon character: Rafiki!!!!
Personal Quote: "Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken"