Let It End

The thought of him leaving,
The thought of my punishment
Is tearing me to pieces.
I can't take it anymore.
Let me disappear,
No longer be in existence.
The tears are constantly on the verge,
On the verge of falling like sleet.
I don't want this to be me.
Just take it all away.
Get rid of this pain.
I'm done with this depression.
Let it end.
Please just let it end.
The pain,
And the anger.
Make it fade away.
Please...
Drip.
Splatter.
Tears again.
Help me...